everyone told me to leave him.
"he wasn't good for me,
he was going nowhere,
he didn't appreciate me."
and not once did i leave him.
i didnt even THINK about myself
all i thought about was HIM and what HE needed in order to get better,
i always thought he would do the same for me.
i was wrong.
and not once did i leave him.
not once.
i never wanted him to feel like he wasnt good enough
and yet in the end of it all-
im the one who doesn't feel good enough.
and where is he now? to support me?
and make sure i dont feel alone?
hes gone.
because he left my side.
he didnt stick by me like i stuck by him.
because he was selfish.
and yet in the end of it all-
im the one who doesn't feel good enough.
and where is he now? to support me?
and make sure i dont feel alone?
hes gone.
because he left my side.
he didnt stick by me like i stuck by him.
because he was selfish.
i didnt even THINK about myself
all i thought about was HIM and what HE needed in order to get better,
i always thought he would do the same for me.
i was wrong.
I think most anyone else would consider themselves lucky. It's like that feeling you have, walking around on a cold morning when you're getting coffee and you've been alone for a while, and you think 'I swear I'm good enough, I just don't have anyone to prove it to me.' It really spins your head around, you know?
ReplyDeleteyea. absolutely. we're always going to someone else to make us feel good enough, and worthy of being loved. but you are the only person who can prove it to yourself. if you've been waiting for quite some time, its only because you haven't met anyone who really deserves you.
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